Lifeless

I can't live my life with any confusion! Gosh. I have been staying in Malaysia for more than 6 months and guess what I have done? Simply, nothing! Sad but it is so damn true. Nothing has been done for the past freaking 6 months! Need to leaveeeeee this place!! Wanna cry so much =(

Begging someone to bring me to somewhere. Serious.

Don't feel like staying at this place any longer.

I can't decide a place to settle down..

I can't decide a job which I should go any further..

I can't decide whether I should carry on with this awful life?

Well, I think my life is so damn awful until I can't stand it anymore..

Forcing myself to love those awful things in my life.. and I think it is such a PAIN!

After all, I am only left with memories that making me even more PAINFUL.

HIM,

is the one whom I spend joys, fun, and cares together.

In loving of good memories that we shared together,

And, will always remain in my heart till the day we meet again. Will you?
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"How have you been for the past 6 months?" I wonder..

I want my life back!