People make mistakes always.

Things have not been going well recently. First of all, I have an F for one of my classes. He doesn't give me any room for negotiation or any chance to explain why I would do this. Not I am doing really bad for the class and quizzes, or my performance. I never miss or skip the class. But because of the big big mistake I have done at the end of the final, he fails me the ENTIRE course. This is not fair to me. He should not access such a heavy penalty on me by failing me the ENTIRE course. Yes, I fail for the entire course. From A to F now. Extremely sad.

I have been gone through some big challenges these days. The most scariest and unexpected part really happened on me just now. Well, perhaps many of you may not find it "cham" but I am in a very terrible condition now.

I accidentally cut my finger. And nobody was at home. After struggling, I finally managed to go to the Health Center on my own. I tried to press as hard as possible on my finger so that it could stop bleeding. Eventually, I had 8 stitches on my middle finger left hand ($300 usd). A really deep and long cut. Luckily, it was on my left hand because I have 2 finals tomorrow ( I am a right-handed person).

Sigh. It puzzles me a lot recently. I am not sure whether I have made a wrong decision to come over to the United States. It always happens many enexpected things in my life. I have had enough. I really have enough. More than enough. I hope everything is going to be over very soon. I really give up on my 2 coming finals. I am so not in a motivated mood. Unmotivated.

I really miss my family now. I hope they could negotiate with my professor. I wanna go home as soon as I possible. I really misssssss them so much. I am not going to anywhere during the winter break. I really need to take a good rest. Tired. Hope I could be someone else. Not Winnie anymore. But I know it sounds really impossible.