"The happiest people don't necessary have the best of everything".
Do you agree this statement? I do agree with this. As I grow up, I start to realize a person who has everything he or she wants is not the happiest person. In turn, people who lead an ordinary life have the happiest life after all. I ENVY them so much. At times, I even jealous of them.
I realize this when a friend of mine asked how many percentages of my life contained happy moments. I was stoned for a second. Obviously, I couldn't answer this. I bet you won't be able too because we are too busy competing with others while forgetting what is the meaning of "happiness". Everyone wants to be the winner. We compete most of the time. Are you dressing nicely for the male gaze or for becoming the winner in the eyes of women? Or are you dressing nicely and beautifully because you love yourself more than others do? I wonder.
I know all of us will face the same problem over and over again. We do not know what we want to do after graduating. So do I. I ain't complain too much for this but I really hope that I can do something that I really want. I want my life to be happier and at least, I won't feel sorry for myself. I wonder whether I really want to start a small business after graduating. I want to open a boutique. Even it is, I know this is hard to do so and I am sure my parents won't allow me to do this either. Because, they are the same. They are competing, but this time, they are competing with others as well as themselves. Everyone is selfish. We can't afford to lose everything that we have achieved. But one thing that I believe is that all of us will lose and gain bits and pieces in our lives at the same second. Don't you think so? I shall end here and I have no idea why I come out with this shit. I bet none of you will read it through. Simply, it is long and you will have corked eyes later on.
I realize this when a friend of mine asked how many percentages of my life contained happy moments. I was stoned for a second. Obviously, I couldn't answer this. I bet you won't be able too because we are too busy competing with others while forgetting what is the meaning of "happiness". Everyone wants to be the winner. We compete most of the time. Are you dressing nicely for the male gaze or for becoming the winner in the eyes of women? Or are you dressing nicely and beautifully because you love yourself more than others do? I wonder.
I know all of us will face the same problem over and over again. We do not know what we want to do after graduating. So do I. I ain't complain too much for this but I really hope that I can do something that I really want. I want my life to be happier and at least, I won't feel sorry for myself. I wonder whether I really want to start a small business after graduating. I want to open a boutique. Even it is, I know this is hard to do so and I am sure my parents won't allow me to do this either. Because, they are the same. They are competing, but this time, they are competing with others as well as themselves. Everyone is selfish. We can't afford to lose everything that we have achieved. But one thing that I believe is that all of us will lose and gain bits and pieces in our lives at the same second. Don't you think so? I shall end here and I have no idea why I come out with this shit. I bet none of you will read it through. Simply, it is long and you will have corked eyes later on.
"I want to live with no regrets"
3 comments:
it's not a very long post la... hahaha... well... if u're still keen in having your own boutique... u shud try... at least at the end u wont regret for not having tried... =)
i have no clue wat to do after graduating too... n im gonna graduate next yr in july =.=
u have any ideas?
LOL
Next year in July?? How come?? Are you getting Masters??
well lol... cos it's my last sem la... hahahaha... hmm... i'll apply la... for all possible masters or hnrs program... but rite now im still not to keen on furthering my studies...
how bout u le?
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