Happiness, Satisfaction and Appreciation.

What did you find in this picture? What did they have in common?


Happiness, I suppose.

When it comes to this, I personally think that I am caught in the middle of nowhere.

One of my friends may possibly say "life is short, we should enjoy and cherish what we have now".

Meanwhile another friend of mine says, "you should start planning you future, you are too much enjoying yourself right now, look at the people around you, look at how they struggle in their day-to-day lives and blah blah blah".

It sounds really like I am contradicting myself but it really is ... Simply, I am trapped between satisfactions that highly drive too much (in which I never know what satisfaction is) and appreciations that pay too little (meaning I never appreciate).

And I do not know what I am mumbling here.. you can see how complicated I am.. I can't decide on what I want. I have a complicated patchwork of damaging attitudes, negative behaviors and ... well, the list is never ending and destructive. This is an uncompromising ugliness of her life. She never appreciates and experiences the fullness of life that God intended yet she complains endlessly...