You know what, I just realised how much work I need to be done throughout fall semester. Incredibly, I would say I have never done so much work before. You can't imagine how much work I have. Well, in Malaysia, I have much work to do as well BUT not as much as THIS!
Ain't complain for having too much work here. BUT why students here don't give a damn to those homework that have been waiting for them to get done? Or am I being too stressed?Afraid of things can't be done imperfectly? Or they are taught to be like that since young? "Take everything easy?"
In any case, I just want to say how much pressure I have now! Not because of too much work to kill but we are required to do TEAM projects, major papers, proposals! I can't even discuss all these with them. Some said they need to work, some said they wouldn't be here for this weekend and things like that. So my question is "WHEN are we gonna get things done since everyone has a damn full schedule in their routine?
If continually, I will say I m gonna have heart attack soon. I sleep with all these problems pressed me deep inside my mind. My mind just can't help spinning round and round nervously. Yes. NERVOUSLY. I really am. I am so afraid that I can't take it anymore one day.
The only thing that holds me on is my family. My FAMILY!!!
The more I am stressed with my academics, the more I feel like going back at any seconds.
Back to the place I am comfortable with, home sweet home.
Miss you loads and loads. Of course, my friends as well!!!
Thursday, November 01, 2007
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winnie ar... i think it's their culture... the way they were brought up... u do see a difference la... i guess... it depends on who u choose as ur grp mates... those who equally wants to thrive for a good grade or those who jus dun really care n aim only to graduate with a degree, period.
so... jus be careful la when u choose grp mates... and if there's anything... u can talk to me too =)
hope to hear from u soon...
huggs..
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