Be in awe

I wanna try to write something now, but I do not know how to ...
I wanna try to do something now, but I do not know where to start ...
I wanna know what I am thinking, but I do not know anything 'bout myself ...
I wanna bring something new into my life, but I do not know I can make it not ...
I wanna decide on something, but I do not know I am doing the right thing not ...

***I lost myself in the middle of nowhere ***