How good you wanna be?

I have just finished the book. A very nice and motivational book. Nothing much to update recently. Try to relax my life by reading nowadays. =)

Working Life

Hola! I have not updated my blog ever since I worked in a new agency. Anyway, I have been in this agency for a month and the half. Long working hours have taken my happening life that I used to have. Many happening events were going around within this period for me. Whether there are ups and downs, criticism or advices, have definitely make me a better person.

A Compromise. Never End.

Thanks for the professors I have met in Towson. They have delivered the message regarding the importance of Advertising towards the society, what is Advertising for all of us and etc. Indeed, I have learned thousand times of what are all these about. Consequently, I start loving Advertising and have a passion towards it. I will work hard on it. I will have my own trademark that incorporates into the Advertising world. My promise. I will.

Disaster happened.

My heart is beating so fast until I have to log in my facebook and let myself cool down. Everyone is busy with their stuff including my boss.

I did SOMETHING wrong when my boss asked me to do. And he yelled in shock "Oh, dear! This is not supposed to be". Sounds scary? To me yes because the presentation is going to be delivered in a while. A total disaster.

So he asked the creative to print out another new copy with a new label. Basically I labelled it wrongly and the stickers could not be taken off. Only 2 pieces of A3 sizes. Well, I could see my boss had been putting effort into it and done it perfectly. When it comes to my hands, I ruined the BIG presentation visuals.

I would say it is scarier and more stressful than working in Bank. However, I like this job very much. Still learning, catching up stuff and scheduling multiple projects at a time.

I know I can do it and be more outstanding than now! I will do it.

First Day

I felt so much comfortable for being seated in front of imac on the second day of my work. Things started pilling up on me and I was asked to be a fast learner. Okay, definitely I would pick up things faster and absorb as much as I could.

Yesterday was a good day for me but I had to stay late until 8:30 p.m. What a good kickstart!

Today I will go for a market observation. Another shopping day for me. And RHB to view those advertisements. I should familiarize with all the clients. It should be overwhelming.

New place.

I don't like being in this kind of situation. Challenging enough and I believe I can do it on my own without any help from others.

Always losing my directions in KL. And usually it takes me forever to reach from point A to point B. But I believe we always learn from mistakes and practice makes perfect. Damnit!!!

I need more friends. I don't want to be alone. Not I don't want to but I don't like being alone. I love to have a great time with friends.

I need someone to talk to whenever I feel suffocated, frustrated and vexed. Someone who could always sweep away my coldness and bring the ultimate warmth to me whenever I need.

Lastly, I need a lot of $$. Fucking need it. As much as I could buy a big bungalow and a BMW with a golden retriever.

Okay, Monday will be a fantastic day for me! Dang!

Red.

I have my accessories in red color recently. Simply because I am in love with it.

My belt, my high heels (Red - can't imagine right but it is damn chio), earrings, and my beloved handbag are also in RED!

Last day service.

I was clearing my desk just now and I found this little cute card with a message stated on it "Dear Winnie; our latest and new born SCB baby. I am looking forward to your contribution and support in 2010 and thank you everything for the year of 2009" by my branch manager.

Yes I found this card in my drawer and it flashed my memories back to the first day of working in Standard Chartered bank. Also, I found all the readiness notes, customer's portfolios, investment notes and my bibles with all the figures in which I used to complain a lot last time. It totally brought back to where I started growing firstly in Standard Chartered along with tears, sweat, pressures, and joys. Thank you so much! I will bring all of my experiences and values that I have learned to the new workplace and continue growing.

It could be my last time writting this entry in my lovely yet comfy office.

Take care to all of my awesome colleagues and my easy-going branch manager that guides me along the way in order for me to contribute as much of values as I could to Standard Chartered.

Things have changed.

I begin to realise that being 23 has its ups and downs, and have decided that my life should be more beautiful and meaningful. I have reconfigured what my goals are in order to meet my needs, joys, and achievements in my life ahead.

Think!

“Love is when you shed a tear and you still want him, it is when he ignores you and you still love him, it is when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I am happy for you, when all you really do is cry".

Happy May!

I have just bought more than 10 tops, 3 pairs of heels, 2 shorts in this week. Unbelievable but it is true that I have just spent so much without thinking of what consequences I would have later on my credit card! =( Anyway, I am happy for what I have gotten. I may just need those tops to work! Another bag would definitely be a perfect item for everything that I have now! So, I am looooooking for a bag now!

I will take a picture of how many pairs of shoes I have. It could be more than 50 pairs as I have just realized I seriously have no space anymore. Gosh, this is ridiculous.

My words

I just realised I have a good week until I have never thought today is Thursday! Out of a sudden, I am happy for nothing. Perhaps, I had a bad time last week but my problems were all solved perfectly! Everything works as what I have expected for this week. That's why I am happy.

I am thinking what to buy for my next payout just to reward myself.

Decision making

Had a long talk with my manager just now. Finally, I had summoned enough courage to start all over at a new place without having regrets in future. What I have learned in bank definitely helps me to become a more productive person in future undertakings.

Yes, I have decided to move on. I know there will be a tough path for me to go through but I believe I have confidence and courage to move on as I am not alone.

So get ready myself to meet new challenges, people, and surroundings.

I have just realized my life evolves around food, good friends and my family only. Well, they are very important to me as they are always there whenever I need them. Truly happy with what I have.

A long thought

Happiness:

1. I have received a recognition (confirmation) from my branch manager regarding my working performance in bank.
2. I have received a new offer from the advertising company that I have interviewed previously.
   

Well, which should I go for?

A comfort zone or a brand new place?

April 24, 2010

Back to a boring Saturday with no friends hanging out together.

Anyway, I am going to the interview for my advertising major. That's my very first time accepted the job interview for the advertising industry.

I should try my best to get into this company no matter what. I have never felt how it is working in the advertising company. It could be an informal company but a fashionable company. =)

When is my Korea trip going to be successful? Sigh. =(

Wish me best of luck for the job interview on this freaking Monday!!!

A short update!

Reconfiguring what my prorities and goals are... and rekindling long lost friendships and building up the new ones!

Real mad!

I hate shitty bitches!

Just get hell outta my comfort zone, bitch!

Did you know .. you are so disgusting!

Don't hook up with guys mainly for status* money* loneliness?

You know why?

Because this is not going to last fucking long.

Get it?

I will be laughing out loud if you disguised yourself.

p/s: Still so angry when typing this! Roarrrr!!!

Guess?

I received this early in the morning with a little note on it "don't laugh at me, okay?"

Okay, I won't laugh at you but you are such a typical Korean guy. Hell no. I wish you were Chineseeee..

Should I just quit the job and fly over ? I am going to book the flight ticket. I don't f***ing care anymore.

Monday blues

Yes, I received a joke early in the morning. We were asked to wear a badge on our top. Hell no, of course I am not going to do it.

Also, you all can bang me now. please. I bought a shirt for 135 dollars. not RM. but I am in love with it. =)

Nothing else. I am at young age. So what? My focus will be the same like you all: Work hard. Earn More. Status.

Achievement

Will you choose the creativeness

or

logical/analysis?

Sometimes, I was conflicting myself. I was an advertising major but ended up working in bank and analyzing the numbers. I have just realized I am no longer knowing the truth of creative advertising but definitely, I know a lot more on banking. Funny but it is the truth that I should accept it. I do not know whether it is a waste of time exploring the finance and banking field or not. I will never know this. That's what always holding me from learning more on banking. *Confused..

Out of a sudden, I was asked to have a presentation at the company. It was my first time doing a presentation in the advertising company regarding the banking system of Standard Chartered bank. I was unprepared (insufficient info and experience on banking) and sitting in the big room by myself while waiting for all the staff to come in. The real experience! Finally, I got enough courage to present in front of so many people and at the end of day, I got my contract signed from this company. A real achievement by myself.

My confidence, product knowledge, relationship are getting stronger than before. If I learned more and more on banking, I believe myself would not go to the advertising field anymore.

Tell me what should I do. Have no idea.