First Day

I felt so much comfortable for being seated in front of imac on the second day of my work. Things started pilling up on me and I was asked to be a fast learner. Okay, definitely I would pick up things faster and absorb as much as I could.

Yesterday was a good day for me but I had to stay late until 8:30 p.m. What a good kickstart!

Today I will go for a market observation. Another shopping day for me. And RHB to view those advertisements. I should familiarize with all the clients. It should be overwhelming.

New place.

I don't like being in this kind of situation. Challenging enough and I believe I can do it on my own without any help from others.

Always losing my directions in KL. And usually it takes me forever to reach from point A to point B. But I believe we always learn from mistakes and practice makes perfect. Damnit!!!

I need more friends. I don't want to be alone. Not I don't want to but I don't like being alone. I love to have a great time with friends.

I need someone to talk to whenever I feel suffocated, frustrated and vexed. Someone who could always sweep away my coldness and bring the ultimate warmth to me whenever I need.

Lastly, I need a lot of $$. Fucking need it. As much as I could buy a big bungalow and a BMW with a golden retriever.

Okay, Monday will be a fantastic day for me! Dang!

Red.

I have my accessories in red color recently. Simply because I am in love with it.

My belt, my high heels (Red - can't imagine right but it is damn chio), earrings, and my beloved handbag are also in RED!

Last day service.

I was clearing my desk just now and I found this little cute card with a message stated on it "Dear Winnie; our latest and new born SCB baby. I am looking forward to your contribution and support in 2010 and thank you everything for the year of 2009" by my branch manager.

Yes I found this card in my drawer and it flashed my memories back to the first day of working in Standard Chartered bank. Also, I found all the readiness notes, customer's portfolios, investment notes and my bibles with all the figures in which I used to complain a lot last time. It totally brought back to where I started growing firstly in Standard Chartered along with tears, sweat, pressures, and joys. Thank you so much! I will bring all of my experiences and values that I have learned to the new workplace and continue growing.

It could be my last time writting this entry in my lovely yet comfy office.

Take care to all of my awesome colleagues and my easy-going branch manager that guides me along the way in order for me to contribute as much of values as I could to Standard Chartered.

Things have changed.

I begin to realise that being 23 has its ups and downs, and have decided that my life should be more beautiful and meaningful. I have reconfigured what my goals are in order to meet my needs, joys, and achievements in my life ahead.

Think!

“Love is when you shed a tear and you still want him, it is when he ignores you and you still love him, it is when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I am happy for you, when all you really do is cry".