April 24, 2010

Back to a boring Saturday with no friends hanging out together.

Anyway, I am going to the interview for my advertising major. That's my very first time accepted the job interview for the advertising industry.

I should try my best to get into this company no matter what. I have never felt how it is working in the advertising company. It could be an informal company but a fashionable company. =)

When is my Korea trip going to be successful? Sigh. =(

Wish me best of luck for the job interview on this freaking Monday!!!

A short update!

Reconfiguring what my prorities and goals are... and rekindling long lost friendships and building up the new ones!

Real mad!

I hate shitty bitches!

Just get hell outta my comfort zone, bitch!

Did you know .. you are so disgusting!

Don't hook up with guys mainly for status* money* loneliness?

You know why?

Because this is not going to last fucking long.

Get it?

I will be laughing out loud if you disguised yourself.

p/s: Still so angry when typing this! Roarrrr!!!

Guess?

I received this early in the morning with a little note on it "don't laugh at me, okay?"

Okay, I won't laugh at you but you are such a typical Korean guy. Hell no. I wish you were Chineseeee..

Should I just quit the job and fly over ? I am going to book the flight ticket. I don't f***ing care anymore.

Monday blues

Yes, I received a joke early in the morning. We were asked to wear a badge on our top. Hell no, of course I am not going to do it.

Also, you all can bang me now. please. I bought a shirt for 135 dollars. not RM. but I am in love with it. =)

Nothing else. I am at young age. So what? My focus will be the same like you all: Work hard. Earn More. Status.

Achievement

Will you choose the creativeness

or

logical/analysis?

Sometimes, I was conflicting myself. I was an advertising major but ended up working in bank and analyzing the numbers. I have just realized I am no longer knowing the truth of creative advertising but definitely, I know a lot more on banking. Funny but it is the truth that I should accept it. I do not know whether it is a waste of time exploring the finance and banking field or not. I will never know this. That's what always holding me from learning more on banking. *Confused..

Out of a sudden, I was asked to have a presentation at the company. It was my first time doing a presentation in the advertising company regarding the banking system of Standard Chartered bank. I was unprepared (insufficient info and experience on banking) and sitting in the big room by myself while waiting for all the staff to come in. The real experience! Finally, I got enough courage to present in front of so many people and at the end of day, I got my contract signed from this company. A real achievement by myself.

My confidence, product knowledge, relationship are getting stronger than before. If I learned more and more on banking, I believe myself would not go to the advertising field anymore.

Tell me what should I do. Have no idea.

Puzzling

Gosh, I tried to log in my blog via my PC at workplace. I am able to log in and update my blog now. Unbelieavable.

I work every day with no motivations! I don't know where to head now. I am confused between banking line and PR/Advertising line. Colleagues are leaving the branch and I am left with myself. One thing is for sure, I wanna change my job but I do not know where should I go. That's really sucks I guess. At this moment, I have told myself to start indulging in banking line but I am such a fickle minded person. I might start changing in the next moment. =( CONFUSED. Hate this kind of mixed feelings.

I want to have 3 favorite items and 2 trips this year! I know I want it and I am sure I can do it.. 80% of it must obtain it!

Anyway, I like Salvatore Ferragamo Varina Napa flat so much. The price is overpriced in Malaysia. Sigh.

my love. =P

First working experience

I work 8.30 a.m. to 9 p.m. every day. I thought it would only happen in big cities like KL or Singapore. Why would this apply on my job at BP? My job is seriously killing me especially end of the first quarter. I worked almost 1 a.m. every night because I couldn't finish my paperwork. I brought all of my documents back home and worked from home! Unbelievable. Well, I should just accept this kind of life. I am a working adult. That's what my manager told me always.


Anyway, I am great that I still have my friends around me especially when I am down. Thanks for encouraging me to move on....

Seemingly, my life is all about work, work, and work... Why do I need to fight so much?

I don't know at all..